Our angels name

It's been a few days and i've let everything sink in. This laying in bed crap sucks, rescheduling all my work sucks, dealing with healing physically and emotionally at the same time sucks. My husband is trying I know he is but I don't feel this has bothered him as much as me. I requested he help name the baby and that took some convincing. Anyhow, Blaine August Is the name we decided on and I feel it will help me cope with everything going on.

R.I.P. Baby Bentley

This morning about 9 o'clock three days after I got my Positive HPT, I was in severe pain and rushed to the fertility clinic for a scan. When they started the scan nothing was seen much but HUGE cyst and oversized ovaries and a little fluid (thought to be blood) which meant I was bleeding internally. I was rushed over to surgery to figure out why I was in so much pain. I just wanted the baby to be ok, we waited 15 almost 16 months to get a positive pregnancy test. When I finally woke up from surgery was told they weren't able to save the baby as it was in my tube. I'm so numb right now I don't know what to feel. I know they can't save them when they are in the wrong spots but I wanted that baby so bad. So many questions race through my mind. (most of all… was it a girl?) I'm on heavy pain meds so i'll wait a couple of days till I re-evaluate what just happened.

Levels!

Got my levels checked again, the raised from 310 to 428. I have to go back next week to have them checked again. They are suppose to double every 48 hours or so, so i'm a bit nervous. Aside from that having some cramping, spotting but can't be ruled out as not being normal yet. Praying everything is alright. So nervous but hopeful.

Confirmed!

It's confirmed by the dr.'s i'm indeed knocked up! Can't tell you how happy I am. Although they want me to come back tomorrow to get it done again to make sure levels are rising like they should. Worried a bit because I've never had to do that!

+++++++++

On cloud nine this morning, I took three tests and all came out positive. It would make us 3-4 weeks along. I finally got what i've been waiting for. Praying it's healthy, I have a blood draw this afternoon to confirm with the dr.'s office. I guess it just took seeing the specialist. :) :) :)

7 days of Positives

I've had 7 days of positive ovulation tests!!! Never had more than two. So weird that I called the nurse, she wasn't sure what to make of it other than bad test, when I looked it up online the #1 reason for repeat ovulation was pregnancy! Could it be??? I'll take a test in the morning. I can't believe it would pick it up this early but a girl can hope!

Finally!!!

I met with my Fertility Dr today and within minutes of meeting her and answering a couple of questions she pulled us into the u.s. room for a scan. Seemed like a whirlwind, wasn't expecting things to happen so fast. A few things noted was lining was thin and looked post ovulatory, 19mm egg still in the there tho so she couldn't quite tell. Had my first ovulation + test this morning so that's weird but it's the first day i tested. Several cyst in there as well. Looks like surgery in about 3 weeks to explore more on whats going on in there and they will remove any tumors if necessary. Before I left they took blood to look at hormone levels, when they called back tonight they said all levels seemed pre ovulatory… weird. Will keep testing and trying ;) Only thing that can save me from surgery is if I finally become pregnant. :/